Dunblane

In Memory of a loved one

Like a song that remains in the heart when the music is playing no more. Like a fragrance that stays in the air where a flower has blossomed before. Like a star that continues to glow long after the breaking of dawn. The ones we have loved remain with us still, and the beautiful memories go on.

Pauline Wheeler May 17, 2008

FOR A VERY SPECIAL ANGEL

The silent night is lonely and
There is no golden dawn
Because I must remember,
That you are really gone
I must remember in my heart
The happiness we knew
And that my only world was one
In which I lived with you
There is no breath of fragrance in
The flowers that I press
And if I call your name I hear
The sound of emptiness
I roam the house from room to room
I gaze beyond the sea
But there is nothing I can do
To bring you back to me
I have to tell myself again
That you are really gone
And I can only ask The Lord
For strength to carry on.

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Pauline Wheeler April 10, 2008

REMEMBER

When you remember me, it means that you have carried something of who I am with you, that I have left some mark of who I am on who you are. It means that you can summon me back to your mind even though countless years and miles stand between us. It means that when we meet again, you will know me, and hear my voice and speak to me in your heart.
For as long as you remember me, I am never entirely lost.

Pauline Wheeler March 27, 2008

Easter Blessing

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God of compassion, there is such a hole in my heart! Today should be a day of joy, but I feel only emptiness and loss. While the world celebrates around me, I remember Easter celebrations of the past and I long to have my loved one with me. I bring my sorrows to you, Lord, like some odd gift of the magi and dump them at your feet. In my blind tears I wonder if anyone can possibly understand the depth of my sadness.

I know, you can. You sent your son to be with us in our deepest sorrows and I know that even though I might not feel it now, you are here with me, grieving with me, caring for me in my sadness. Dearest lord, help me to turn to the one I miss so much today and speak. Help me heal the loss of our parting and help me not to regret the things I didn't say. Sorrow tears at my heart, but today I ask that my loss soften my heart and make me more compassionate with everyone I meet, so that my loss may become a gift to others

Pauline Wheeler March 20, 2008

LOST INNOCENCE

Long ago, Dunblane's innocence reigned,
While children's trusting souls remained
To freely speak, and laugh or play
Without a worry for the day.

Children walked to school - alone or paired,
And never thought of being scared.
Each sat in class with a trusting heart,
Waiting for their dreams to start.

Yet all it took was an evil mind
To destroy the innocence of mankind,
By taking away sweet Angels' dreams,
And replacing them with silent screams.

Innocence surrendered - shrouded by Death,
As children drew their final breath.
The Teacher cried out from horror dark
When Death grinned, and found its mark.

The world grew silent, except for cries
From innocent Angels spare their lives.
Mankind must unite, and innocence FEEL;
Only then can our World finally heal.

Pauline Wheeler March 13, 2008

IN MEMORY OF THE ANGELS OF DUNBLANE GODBLESS X

Gwen Mayor (schoolteacher)
Victoria Elizabeth Clydesdale
Emma Elizabeth Crozier
Melissa Helen Currie
Charlotte Louise Dunn
Kevin Allan Hasell
Ross William Irvine
David Charles Kerr
Mhairi Isabel MacBeath
Brett McKinnon
Abigail Joanne McLennan
Emily Morton
Sophie Jane Lockwood North
John Petrie
Joanna Caroline Ross
Hannah Louise Scott
Megan Turner

Pauline Wheeler March 12, 2008

~ Seasonal Memories ~





Each year when you are looking at all the beautiful
autumn colors in life I am alive amongst the leaves
that gently float downward to brush up against your
skin to say I am here with you.



Each year when you see the crystal whiteness of
snowflakes drifting downwards I am floating within
them to land on your cheeks and melt my love into
your sweet soul with the kiss of life.



Each year when the birds sing their new songs in the
spring they are singing songs from my heart to you and
the warm breeze you feel on your skin is my breath
of life whispering gently to you that I am here.



Each year when the summers sun brings forth life for
you to absorb I am with you to nourish your heart, mind,
spirit and soul with my loving warmth that has never left
your side.



Each moment of thought you have for me to cherish
in your heart is my life within you to stay for all eternity
and when you awake each day I will be with you in spirit
letting you know that we will be together once again.



Each and every moment when you feel that I am not with
you then observe I am amongst all the seasons of life as
you live daily while I leave sweet kisses through the gentle
winds of life upon your spirit in memory of my love.

Pauline Wheeler March 12, 2008

DUNBLANE 13th MARCH 1996

Gwen Mayor (schoolteacher)
Victoria Elizabeth Clydesdale
Emma Elizabeth Crozier
Melissa Helen Currie
Charlotte Louise Dunn
Kevin Allan Hasell
Ross William Irvine
David Charles Kerr
Mhairi Isabel MacBeath
Brett McKinnon
Abigail Joanne McLennan
Emily Morton
Sophie Jane Lockwood North
John Petrie
Joanna Caroline Ross
Hannah Louise Scott
Megan Turner

A A March 12, 2008

Where Is My Angel? ~


You need not worry my dear sweet mother for
I am here through heavens guiding lights that
beam loving rays down upon your heart as you
sleep and awake each day.

I dream of you each day while the angels are
gathered around me that nourish my spirit in
your time of woes not knowing where I am but
I am here my dear sweet mother looking down
at you with a smiling tear.

I am here so alive as ever could be while Gods
Kingdom reigns all around me and flows through
out the universe and upon earth as you walk in
my memory of the times we spent together.

You need not cry my sweet dear mother for I will
never leave you because I am all you feel, all you
think and all that you are, for what you are is
what you created from my birth.

The angels that surround me are singing a loving
melody that flows deeply from my heart directly
to yours from the inner depths of Gods heavens
that surround all living things.

I'm all that lives and breaths though the power
of a heavenly being that is so incomprehensible
for now that will become clearer as time moves
forward to the day we will meet and be together
again forever more.

Our father of all creation cries out to your heart my
dear sweet mother and says behold my loved one,
do not cry or worry for I am all that loves and I carry
your child safely in my arms forever more that
will one day be in your loving arms once again.




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Pauline Wheeler March 10, 2008

Missing You ~



Our hearts will never be as they were before
you left us on that one sad day and our thoughts
will always be with you until the day we all meet
you once again in the eternal love of your presence.



You will always be cherished for your kind and loving
heart in our memories forever more and our thoughts
will always be filled with so much love for you as you
were still with us today sharing all your love with us.



Your gentle and kind ways have lifted us up from the
burdens of hurt as you made us laugh with your wit
on days we all have been deeply hurt and depressed
which came from a heavenly source through you.



Your genuine love for people was a gift that I wish
we all on earth would have in us to be gentle and
kind to all humanity and your most inner beauty was
refreshing to the spirit we all carry in ourselves.



Your an angel of love that gave light unto us all that
saw it within your beautiful soul and we cherish with
adornment your beautiful spirit that gives love unto
our hearts as you live in heavens realm today.



You are so very missed by us all and our hearts
will cry for eternity that we lost such a beautiful and
precious loving soul as yours was when you was here
on earth loving us as you would want us to love you.

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Pauline Wheeler March 9, 2008